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I'm still battling my demons, shaking them off one by one. I face towards the vast unknown and I let it be known that I am not afraid, I am Human, I am knowing, I am not finished yet, and deep within myself I find those pearls of wisdom you gave me so long ago and I swallow them whole, I feel the knowledge moving inside...
...and I no longer need to cry.
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| The white city... she is so beautiful. |
[28 Dec 2006|12:42am] |
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Trainspotting on the TV in the other room |
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Fuggie and I have been together about 21 months now, how exciting :). He bought me the secret stash from Lush (www.lush.com) for Christmas... OOOOOOOOOEEEEEEE I've spent hours in the bath, I love lush <3.
I got the most fabulous presents ever this Christmas,
1) a mini-DV camcorder: which is top of the range and absolutely amazing, I've been making so many films since getting it :D,
2) a black iPOD nano: which is now full of 80s hair metal and love ballads :D hells yeah. lol.
3) lots of things for my car: stuff I really needed, so now my car is all kitted out :D.
4) hair dryer, curlers and straighteners : Now I'll have pretty hair :D
5) Syberia, Broken Sword: The Angel Of Death & Farenheit: PC games... P&C Adventure, yayyyyyyyy :D :D :D.
& a million and one other things, I felt so lucky this Christmas :), thank you to all my family and friends who made it extra special.
Fuggies currently watching trainspotting on film 4 in the living room, but I've seen it before.. so I'm just recording it for later :).
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| Long time no update... |
[23 Aug 2005|08:01am] |
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My god I've neglected this for over a year, I'm so bad.
Lots and lots has happened but I'm not sure where to start so I'll just put all the important things in bullet points:
>> I broke up with Matt, stayed single for 7 months and then got with a lovely man named Fuggie, we've been together 5 months on the 25th August and we are very happy indeed :).
>> I went to live 8 in Hyde Park last month, needless to say it was probably one of the most wonderful days ever. I saw PINK FLOYD LIVE! fuck yes.
>> I also went for a trip down to London with Fuggie a couple of days after live 8 to see Nine Inch Nails live twice at Brixton Academy, I had so much fun wrecking our posh hotel room and NIN were awesome <3.
>> I failed my A levels... but... I'm going to take them again next year in different subjects...
>> Oh, and I'm doing my driving lessons now, its all going well - I must say.
Hopefully I'll update quite soon, I miss my LJ! :'(
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| skinny puppy |
[21 Jul 2004|09:00pm] |
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19th July 2004
Sooo.. early start, got up at 6 and got ready and all that shiznit. We had to catch a bus to Ipswich and walk to the station from there so we stopped off at whsmiths and I bought myself a book (HARDCORE!). Got to the station and caught a bus to manningtree where we then got the train to london. At liverpool street we got the tube and walked to soho and went in trillions of sex shops and seedy back alleyways where women stood around with darting eyes and fishnets, we also went to chinatown for a few minutes. After that we went to camden and I went crazy and bought lots of kewliez stuff and fell asleep by the river at the loch. I saw a guy who looked like peter steele and he eyed me up - that made me happy :). We wandered off to kentish town where we got in the queue for skinny puppy and met morgan and kyle who queued with us. It took an hour to get in to the forum (where SP were playing) but all was good and dandy. The first band were portion control and they were quite repetative and boring but then skinny puppy came on and they were absolutely amazing, ogre started pouring blood all over himself and stuff and the moshpit was insane. the gig ended at about 11 and we had to rush off because the last train was at 11.30. We got kinda lost on the underground and ended up having to run everywhere leaving me out of breath and feeling like death. I was still panting like a bitch when we got on the train home (thats what smoking does to you, kids!). Eventually arrived back home about 2am, feeling exhausted but happy. oooh.. and I got some skinny puppy pants, GO ME! :).
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[03 Apr 2004|03:42pm] |
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I'm feeling so crap. Really nasty... headache, sickness, sore throat - the works. I was suppose to be going to see 'the passion' with matt, dan and jesus, but I was sitting in UGC and felt so rough that I had to go home. I was stumbling through town trying to find a cash point to get some money out but I didn't even manage to do that, its no use trying to do things when your ill. I made matt go and buy me some flu tablets in superdrug and he came out looking disgusted, I asked him what was up and he turned around and basically shouted "I'M DISGUSTED! ON A MAGAZINE IN THERE IT SAID THAT JORDAN HAD GONE 'GOTHIC'. OH WOW.. SHE DYED HER HAIR BLACK, JESUS... HOW FUCKING GOTHIC" (unless you are really stupid, I would hope you would know that he was being sarcastic). Jordan gone gothic?.. right. (*rolls eyes pathetically*).
Ironically and In other news I dyed my hair 'blackberry' last night, should make a change from the normal black, shouldn't it? only thing is that my hair was so dark to begin with it still looks black but with a reddish tint, oh well.
I also saw Jen today (while I was moaning and groaning and telling anyone who would listen about my illness), shes not very well herself and she said she keeps throwing up *prays to god that I don't start puking*.
I had another dream about Robert Smith, the one where he declares his undying love for me then seranades me with lovecats. Its a lovely dream. I swear to god that so many adverts seem to be using 'the cure' for their music. No.. the cure did not sing songs to be used in car adverts, please make this madness stop.
Matts coming round after the passion, hes bringing me fake nails and cigarettes (and some morphine, please?). Type O Negative rule and I'm ill.
cheerio xxx
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